Ok so it's been a year since I've updated this thing. Let's see.....what's new......eh...not much. Nothing ever changes.....well there is this...

So even though I'm not totally up on the save CB's bandwagon, I did my part a little I suppose and perhaps(but it looks unlikely) checked out my last show there. I managed to finagle my way in to see Disturbed play. I'm not the hugest Disturbed fan, but I dig em and they put on a good show and it was pretty cool seein a big band like that in such a very small venue.

Other wise stuffs been ok. And sometimes absolutely amazing. And alot of, well as someone put it to me "frozen." But I'm definitely enjoying myself. And probably for the first time really ever enjoying the person I am and the life that I lead. So...that's good right!

Oh and Lost rocks.

Off on vacation next week. Headin up to New Hamp Shire again. Looking foward to getting out of the city for a bit and spending time with my friends, whom I haven't seen much of recently. I haven't really seen or spoke to anyone for quite some time actually. I suppose a big part of it has been not being online. My computer at home has been actin up and my new job isn't sitting at a computer all day so I've effictively been cutting myself off.  I suppose that has been my most dominant communication tool. I don't even really miss it so much it's just weird. And it's not like I haven't been doing anything, it's just the things I have been doing are very few and only. And I'm pretty content with that actually. Definitely not depressed...I think.

I think about a year ago...THEN I was depressed. I've gotten it alot more together now...I think. It's funny how no matter what you do it seems you're always just a little out of step. Like you always feel if you could just get this one more thing in order it would be cool. I suppose that's the way of things though. You never wanna be too satisified, then you'll just be bored.

So anyways yeah, vacation, we're gunna do all the same corny crap like take dopey pictures and see the bear show. GOD I love the bear show! And when I get back I start my new shift at work. The graveyard shift. Now this is either gunna break me and send me to the loony bin, or it's gunna be a great improvement and help me keep things sorted. I'm inclined to think the latter. But we shall see.

Keep meaning to update, keep putting off. The short and tall goes as follows:

Star Wars was great, Star Wars line was better. Great way to go out. Life is changed forever, blah blah blah.

This past year has definitely been the most productive ever, in reguards to to things changing dramatically. But at the same time remaining exactly the same. It's really weird. So the biggest thing of late which I have yet to mention, is that, I got a new job!!  Like a real job that I like, and has all those things that your parents want you to get a real job for. I'm like kind of a grown up. It's still with HBO, but in a differnt building and a different department. It's not the most glamorous position in the world, but I like it, and it is the perfect position to push me foward in a more creative and production orientated envioronment.

So...I suppose...things are good......I think. :P

Check out the latest edition of the little show I've been doing, featuring a special guest, and watch Rob make a fool of himself!
 
http://www.nyline.org/nylinetv.asp

Now I know you all love that. Also you can check out the ABC News piece about the line which features me a little and talks about what we're doing out there. Ok....back to Star Wars.

Bout halfway through my warped vacation, it's fucking great though. I wish I could be with these people and have this much fun forever.

And check it out I've got my own show!! 

http://www.nyline.org/article.asp?id=312

So right now I’m sitting out side on the street in midtown Manhattan in the middle of the night on a laptop, with about 20 other people watching a movie called “I Bought a Vampire Motorcycle” starring Anthony Daniels….for those of you unaware I am presently in the middle of waiting in line for the new Star Wars line for the third and final time. Yes yes yes I know you all think I’m crazy and stupid, but I don’t really give a fuck. If any of you are interested, you can check out some info along with picture on www.nyline.org

Usually this time for me is very simple. I’m totally at peace and stress free. But this time it’s different. There are so many things going on with me I can’t just sit and relax. All at once I am angry, jealous, miserable, elated, enthralled, frightened, confident, devastated and motivated. I can’t even describe it all. It’s all so overwhelming.

 Anyway, for those of you able, feel free to come visit me, 54^th between 6^th and 7^th.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TISHY!!!

This is for you. :)

Well after numerous awesome "Ressurection Weekends" and popular lunch show, and what I thought from me was lots of just wishful thinking, fuckin Krock changed formats!!

http://krockradio.com/

Fucking 80's and 90's baby.  Rock music for old people like me!!! WOO HOO!!!

Interesting stuff today. Got some info, makes some things clearer, makes others more confused, but reguardless of anything it makes for a good story. Might elaborate more later.

I'm not letting my mind be brought down by any such things. I'm very focused right now on on a few select things. Saving money, and seeing Tish. That's all that counts. The rest can fuck all.